A hole in the floor

 Last night my dream was extra weird.  I was at work (I work in a retail store) and I noticed that the floor was bouncy in the spot where I was standing.  Upon further examination I discovered that there was a hole in the floor with carpet stretched over it.  The carpet was starting to fray and no one was worried about it except me.  

This is just weird

 Recently I dreamed that I was a guest in someone's house.  I wanted to take a shower so I got ready and gathered my things and then couldn't find the bathroom!  I felt lost, confused, and a little panicked!  It seems that many of my dreams involved being lost.

New Dream,

 Last night I dreamt that I was in a school cafeteria and I wanted to buy lunch for someone who was less fortunate so I asked the lunch lady to tell me who could use a free lunch.  She gave me the name of someone and I bought a lunch for them. The line was really long and in this lunch room you order the food in one line and then wait for it to be ready.  Mine was sitting there ready to go but no one had time to give it to me and I didn't have access to it without climbing over a counter which I didn't want to do. For some reason, by the time I got the food, lunch was over and neither they nor I got to eat.

Right now, I have been trying so hard to help those less fortunate so I am sure this has something to do with that, but I am still not entirely sure if this dream is trying to tell me something or if it's just random mixed up thoughts that turned into a meaningless dream.  Do all dreams have meaning?

Dreams or Ghosts?

 It has been a ridiculous amount of time since my last post.  I wonder if it has anything to do with my medication which I am no longer taking.  I was diagnosed with MS about 7 years ago and I am between meds right now.  It's only been about a week and a half since I stopped the medication but I have already had 3 weird/disturbing dreams.

In my first dream, I discovered a secret door in my house and when I opened it, tons of cats and dogs came out and took over my house!  Also there was a weird rodent like creature the size of a cat but resembled a guinea pig with spots like a fawn.  This dream was definitely unique.  I have no idea what it might be telling me.

In my second dream, there was a barricade about to crash into me and I yelled, "Danger! Danger!" I've had similar dreams before of things about to crash into me or crush me or whatever so this one was not completely unique.

The most disturbing dream was this morning and I am still unsure if it was a dream or a ghost.  I heard someone yelling, "Help me, please, please help me!"  It sounded like it was coming from another room in the house like the basement or something but it was a male voice and I only have females in my basement.  I don't believe in ghosts the way some do, but where did the cries come from?  Why would my mind drum up something like that?

Panic

As a mother raising three teenagers, somehow I keep myself together despite all of the drama.  I wish I could say that about my dreams.  Lately they have had an overlying theme: panic! 

Last night, I dreamt that I was in high school again trying to get ready for PE, but I couldn't find my locker, I couldn't find my clothes, and by the time I had it all together, the class was over! 

With the stress I have been under I would expect to be falling apart, but I guess due to getting plenty of rest, eating regularly, taking vitamins, and keeping to my routines, I manage to hold it together.  Or perhaps it is Divine intervention?  Whatever it is, I am grateful!

December 7, 2017

Today I awoke with a unique but crazy dream.  In my dream I felt the need to floss my teeth.  When I did, I discovered all sorts of dead insects in my mouth and they just kept coming!  It was so disgusting!  I used my toothbrush to try and get them out, but there was no end to the amount of insects!  One would think this had to do with guilt over foul language or something, but my language is very clean 99.9% of the time.  So I have no idea where this dream came from!

On the plus side, the amount of "screaming" nightmares has decreased significantly.  People wonder why I don't like horror movies or haunted houses.  I get plenty of that from my dreams!

More craziness and what I have discovered about my health since.

So, lately my dreams all seem to have a theme.  Last night I was in a parking lot and discovered that my car had been stolen and no one would help me.  In order to leave the parking lot, I had to stand in line and be checked out the way they check you at airport security.  It actually wasn't until after I had been through this line that I discovered that the car wasn't there!

I had a dream the other night about not knowing how to get home.  I just kept going and going, and I never did figure it out.

I also had a dream that my hair fell out as I was brushing it!  I have had dreams of my teeth falling out, but never a dream about my hair!  It was so real to me!

So, here is what I have discovered about my health since I started the blog.  I have been diagnosed with relapsing remitting multiple schlerosis.  I am still in a very early stage and other than having to take medication and vitamins daily, life is fairly normal.  Could these crazy dreams have something to do with this diagnosis?  It makes me want to do a survey and find out.