Last night I dreamed that I was in a big van with my family but my mom was by herself in the car ahead of us. She was leading us along. Every once in a while she would get out, wait for us, point the next direction to go, then run back to her car and keep driving. I think this dream is a death metaphor and represents my biggest fear. I know someday my mom will leave this earth but I am not ready for that yet. She is still relatively young.